Send the Pain Below - GamKar - 4ChordsSend the Pain Below - GamKar - 4Chords by xEmoAngel
"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."
-- Neil Gaiman
Karkat slammed his fist in
Sweet DreamsI knew one thing for sure and that was, I could always count on Gamzee to be there for me. That is actually a lie and I take it back. He’s rarely here for me anymore but that doesn’t mean, I can’t wander back and feel the burning sizzle that old memories bring. Tears prickle at the edges of my eyes. Why isn’t he here for me anymore?Sweet Dreams by AwesomestBestFriends
“Hey, Karbro you all okay?” Gamzee smiles at me as I wipe tears away from my eyes. How is it possible that he finds me at the moments when I’m most vulnerable? I cry sometimes as hard as that seems. Alright, I cry all the fucking time. I have a hard time with everything I do and my brain just feels like a frazzled mess all the time. I’m sorry about being such a prima donna but maybe it’s all in the making deep within my DNA or some shit like that. Anyway, back to the present.
“Do I look okay, dipshit?
The PlanHow had it gotten to this point? How in all of paradox space had it gotten to a point where Karkat could sit there, staring down with cold and pained eyes at a hole riddled, blood stained god tier outfit. He deserved better than this. Better than staring down at the blood that ringed and dripped from the holes, the color of the blood only slightly darker and richer than the inherent purple of the outfit. What kind of universe were they living in where Karkat had to sit there and mourn his moirail even though they were in a limbo of a kind that kept them separated from the war going on around them for a while longer?The Plan by LadyMercale
What was the point of the question? Gamzee had to shake his head as it came up in his pan. He knew how he'd gotten here, how they'd gotten here, but did that make it better? There was Karkat, staring down at the blood, still in a kind of shock that Gamzee couldn't quite shake him out of. It was silly for him to be so out of it too, it wasn't like Gamzee was really hurt. The
Breathing in Snowflakes Part oneWhite lips, pale faceBreathing in Snowflakes Part one by AwesomestBestFriends
Breathing in snowflakes
Burnt lungs, sour taste
It was a snowy night. Gamzee was out freezing his ass off. Smoking whatever concocted drug that he had this time. He considered it like breathing in snowflakes. An easy feeling that was full of innocence. This drug taking wasn’t innocent but he liked to think about it like that. This had been going on for years and his lungs must have shriveled up into little things that were like prunes. The sour taste was as surprisingly acidic as the first time he ever smoked. He needed Karkat and he started to make his way there.
Lights gone, days end
Struggling to pay rent
Long nights, strange men
Gamzee doesn’t know what to do with himself anymore. These drugs were practically his life. He would wake up and want them. He would go to bed and think about his next hit. His outside life kind of dissipated as his addiction got to be too much. When was the last time he’s paid his rent? Mother of fuck, his life
Contest:iconsweethugplz:Ok so i meant to do this last Friday but our internet went out so its now instead obviously uvvu:iconsweethugplz:Contest by evillovebunny500
So I want to do a contest for me since I've accumulated quite a bit of points for this i figure it was a good time to start
Rules are pretty simple:
1. if you decide to gender bend any of them you have to gender bend everyone else in the picture uvvu
2. i would love to read fanfics or see other medias besides digital i love'em all
3. nudity and sexual content is a-ok with me but there are DA restrictions uvvu
4.please have fun and maybe advertise? not really a rule but a question uvvu;;
5.You can have up to 3 entries~!
6.If you get one place you are not eligible for the others! uvvu
7. deadline: March 18
Gamkat Halloween contestcontest for:icongamkat:Gamkat Halloween contest by evillovebunny500
So i guess it decided that we're gonna have a contest!
The rules are the same as usual~
And as usual we also needyourhelp getting prizes!
anything from art, lama's, points, and stories are all ok! Any of them would be a great help to us!
Even advertising this would be awesome!
so please think about it and don't be afraid to join the fun~!
1)no porn, gore, or explicit material
2)can be fanfics and AU's /and depending crossovers/
3)must be gamkat red
4)only 1 entry
5)cant use a base
6) must be submitted to the correct folder in order to be valid i will NOT put it in the correct folder for you! I WILL NOT BE DOING IT ANYMORE.
7)please ask if you have any questions i have not covered here uvu <3
deadline: October 31
20:iconpointsplz: from :iconahiddenworld:
5 :iconpointsplz: from :iconnine-roses:
A couple of people / a paring from :iconevillovebunny500:
gamkat kissing picture from :iconsmasherl
asdfgh let me just bother you guysI would like to do some Spritestuck art trade/requests, i love them a lot and I'm disappointed in myself for not drawing it more often.asdfgh let me just bother you guys by evillovebunny500
But i figure if you guys give me a request/or are willing to do an art trade i could get back into it uvu
i know their nothing special and unnoticed but i still love them. uvu
So if you guys would check this out :iconspritestuck: the pairings are there if you want to request them.
Also, if you say for example you tell me to draw you erikar i will draw them doing something together platonically just so you understand.
well even if you didn't like this journal thank you for reading<3 ;CC;
oh look another contest uvufor:icongamkat: if you didnt guess that already.oh look another contest uvu by evillovebunny500
Edit*i would really appreciate if people would advertise this or donate or something uvu
really i host these contest because im asked too and i would really appreciate just donate a drawing prize or a story of heck even llamas or point, just anything please?
So yeah of course non-members are allowed to join in this.
Please just link your entries here uvu
and i would really appreciate if people would advertise this or donate or something uvu
Me and my co-founders got together and decided on a beach theme for this contest. We obviously need some more prizes and stuff if your willing to help out uvu
Ao lets get this started~!
Theme: Gamzee and Karkat at the Beach /if you didnt know it they should be red quadrant/
Deadline: august 20th/can be extended/
1)no porn, gore, or explicit m
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